Hi hello um well my sore throat is getting worst. Like seriously. Pedih gila nak mati. And Im not lying. I cant even talk ishhh and yeah my voice macam apa je. So just now masa tuition everyone keep asking me why do I look pale and so the opposite side of energetic. All this while Wafi and Norman keep passing me Mentos and 100plus and Clorex (Idk how to spell) so basically me and Rachy were most probably sugar high kot that's why we talk a lot and just laugh at everything hahaha Im not even sure whether everything is really funny or we're the only one who think that way muahahahaha okay okay actually masa kat tuition Wafi pulled my hair and said "Weh ni rambut kau" pastu dia macam tarik panjang panjang nak tahu how long my hair is so I was like "Bengong lah kau ni. Kau tak tau malu ke? Eee blah sekarang" Genuinely mad and pissed off. Urgh. Silly Annoying Wafi -.-

Hi, hello.... Bye

Umph hello! As for now Im getting ready for tuition. Not really feeling well. Migraine, sore throat and my nose lah as usual. The problem is, I dont really know what to talk about anymore. I mean like, the only person that I can act natural is with Putri, Dina, Syadni, Alini, Salma and Yasmin. That's all. Well I dont know why. And Im not even sure if I love him or not. I mean like, I do love him but I keep denying cause it's probably not worth it. Dude, he doesnt even care. I wonder if you actually stalk me every single day. Because if you do, you're kindly hurting your own self. I dont have the guts to stalk you, you know. Cause I dont want to get hurt. But still, I still got hurt because you arent here.. with me but who cares urghh nobody cares and perhaps I should stop caring too. Somebody teach me how to uncare and unlove someone who used to mean the world to us? I can stop thinking and start ignoring. But I can never stop caring about you... 

F you, Directioners

Im sorry for cursing. I hate cursing so much and I dont really curse but this thing really is getting on my nerves. Tbh I freakingly hate those effing stupid Directioners urghhh sumpah boodooooo eeee (soooorryyy) Fyi Red Album keluar masa 22 October 2012. Harry Styles and Taylor Swift punya relay confirmed masa 22 December 2012. Exactly 2 months after Red. How the hell lagu 'I Knew You Were Trouble' is about Harry Styles? She thanked her ex (John Mayer) for inspiring that song. Bukan Harry Styles. Because dorang break up 10 September. And Taylor kata IKYWT lagu last dia buat untuk that album. And you're telling me Taylor is a whore? Aha, mirror yourself lah gila. Kau tu bukan setakat whore. Tak waras pula tu eee dah lah suka 1D. Gayy. Eeee. And if you're reading Taylor's tabloid and believing every single thing they wrote about it. You should read Harry's tabloids too. That clearly shows how a total loser you are.  Stupid people. Stupid Directioners.

Today

I have no words to describe today. I mean like. It's not one of the best days and obviously not one of the worst days but today is just.. today  XD  Okay. So. I'll explain. You guys figure it out sendiri lah  :p  1. Kita rombak kelas pastu me, Syad, Dina and Put were in the same class which basically made my day at the first place  2. Tak ada cikgu masuk the whole day so as usual lah en, kitaorang macam gelak kuat gila bapak  &  tidur  &  main air  &  gaduh gaduh  3. Kitaorang stay back sampai tertidur dekat library pastu main air kat toilet Hahahaha  4. We made an agreement untuk compete dalam post trial ni Muahahahaha. Well maybe you guys tak faham kenapa harini special but yeah. Just, Im happy because finally all of us reunited after a long time terpaksa seperate. I miss you guys so much :') 

16th of August

I didnt have a good sleep last night. Slept at 0330 or something and woke up at 0737. So today is going to be a big day for me. Im going to confess to him. No matter in what form sekali pun. I just have to. I'll stop tipu diri sendiri cause it doesnt seems to work anymore. I love him.. But, does he feel the same? And I realized it was 16th of August. 16TH OF AUGUST! Man... It was his birthday. I was taken aback when I realized about that... I might ruin his birthday if I confess today. But I cant hold it anymore longer. Im afraid I might lose the chance. Is this even fated? Me and him? Like, after a sudden I decided to confess tomorrow and it turned out to be his birthday. Oh my god. 

28th of May

Hey yooo! Well I gotta remember this date. Had a great time with Adz and Syad as in our old times :') This is our first meeting and greeting after a half and a year fight XD Well. At first, kinda awkward ._. Soooo anyway, We went for a movie. Epic 3D. And guna spect tu as "SWAG" Hahahahhaaha! Then pergi keluar masuk Wangsa Walk. Jalan jalan. Makan A&W and MooCow. Menari kat Cold Storage (sampai ada mak cik India usha panas) Main bakul kat Cold Storage and Guardian. Main trolley XD Pergi 6D Motion and kita pilih movie paling scary "Death Room" Aaaaaaaaannnndddd yeah, I screamed louder than I thought I could X3 And because of that, everything became funnier. Syadni and Adz laughed so hard instead of screaming because of me. It was hilarious :p Dah lah tengah tersedu pastu jerit jerit kuat gila. Bayangkan ah XD My eyes were closed most of the time. But I was still the only one who screamed u.u Ye lah. 6D en? Sumpah real dengan hantu dia, dengan hujan dia, dengan angin ribut dia, dengan gegar gegar dia. Bapak ah :c But yeah, It was fun. I love you Adzatul. Just, thank you for everything :* 

Together, again

Hii! Sooo yeah. We're back. Hooray! XD Aaand. I hope things will get better. I hope we actually learnt something from this. Im glad that we're still meant for each other. Hihihi Alhamdulillah <3 The best part is, we get the chance to fall in love again. And we finally found a way back to love. I love you so :* Let's be together forever till Jannah :> Im happy knowing that everything I did is worth it. I hope that our love will remain the same. I hope that we can tolerate with each other's behavior better than dulu. Hahaha Sooo yeah. Byee!