16th of August

I didnt have a good sleep last night. Slept at 0330 or something and woke up at 0737. So today is going to be a big day for me. Im going to confess to him. No matter in what form sekali pun. I just have to. I'll stop tipu diri sendiri cause it doesnt seems to work anymore. I love him.. But, does he feel the same? And I realized it was 16th of August. 16TH OF AUGUST! Man... It was his birthday. I was taken aback when I realized about that... I might ruin his birthday if I confess today. But I cant hold it anymore longer. Im afraid I might lose the chance. Is this even fated? Me and him? Like, after a sudden I decided to confess tomorrow and it turned out to be his birthday. Oh my god.