Hi, hello.... Bye

Umph hello! As for now Im getting ready for tuition. Not really feeling well. Migraine, sore throat and my nose lah as usual. The problem is, I dont really know what to talk about anymore. I mean like, the only person that I can act natural is with Putri, Dina, Syadni, Alini, Salma and Yasmin. That's all. Well I dont know why. And Im not even sure if I love him or not. I mean like, I do love him but I keep denying cause it's probably not worth it. Dude, he doesnt even care. I wonder if you actually stalk me every single day. Because if you do, you're kindly hurting your own self. I dont have the guts to stalk you, you know. Cause I dont want to get hurt. But still, I still got hurt because you arent here.. with me but who cares urghh nobody cares and perhaps I should stop caring too. Somebody teach me how to uncare and unlove someone who used to mean the world to us? I can stop thinking and start ignoring. But I can never stop caring about you...