No one deserves to be treated like a shit. Yeap. No one. Except, me? ... My brain told me to say how I really felt. How I cried about little things he says and how deep it leaves scars on my heart. But I've lost everyone that I love. And I dont wanna lose you too. Even if it's painful. I just have to hold it. I just have to forgive and forget everything. Everything that hurts me. Because he's the only one that I got. I love him so much. I felt stupid for begging him to answer my calls and reply my text. The longer the phone rang, the more I cry.. And when it reached the voice mails...  :/  I, ..... dk anymore..... It kills me when you leave me hanging like this. Especially, we get into a fight. Instead of solving it, you rather leaving me alone. Do you know how feels like? It's like a your heart just dropped, and breaks into a million tiny pieces that stabbed your body. But you're still there, Trying to get up. Even nobody's gonna help.